[Guest]

he committed suicide in his house this morning. His sister informed me about it.

the worst part is that we talked all day yesterday and he seemed.. Normal in a way.. Like nothing was haunting him. the very last thing he said to me was "I'll never understand the meaning of happiness" I asked him what was wrong. He never texted back. He left a note. I wanted to know what it said but she wouldn't tell me most of it for some reason. I respect that. It's family business but still... We were really close. Hung out and played ball everyday. Smoked. Vented. Rare guy, dude was a uplifting person. Never can be in a bad mood around him. Always had something positive to say... There was one part of the note she told me, he quoted maya angelou's "I know why the caged bird sings" and I told him about that poem, he mentioned that a good friend of his (me) showed him great music to relate to and works of art to admire. it honestly made me cry.

. Trying to play off this and forget it is rough.. And I'm thinking, what if I lose my brother (best friend like a brother) or even family for that matter. Shits scary man..

This song is perfectly fitting, almost lost it again listening to this

 

[1056209]

 

[961957]

we're here for you

 

[Leo.]

we're here for you

 

[kellypricestan]

sorry for your loss he sounds like a swell guy

 

[Guest]

"There's no need to rush, we're all just waiting... Waiting to die"

 

[JAKEMCCNASTY]

damn fam here for you man

 

[Kawaii]

Sorry for your loss!

 

[Guest]

I feel more sorry for his daughter that hasn't even came into this world yet. She's a month away from being brought into this world. I know he's a teen parent but still. He would have been a really great father.. he was so excited. He told me he went on a shopping spree for her and everything.

 

[Pretty Bitch Melvin]

Sorry to hear about this man
Keep your head up

 

[Underground]

damn op one of my best friends died last week from drowning at the lake i was chilling with him about a hour before he died our crew chilled about everyday too it sucks to lose one of your boys i feel you

 

[Guest]

damn op one of my best friends died last week from drowning at the lake i was chilling with him about a hour before he died it sucks to lose one of your boys i feel you

Rip to your homie. that must've been tough to handle as well.

 

[seafoam]

That's really heartbreaking, sorry to hear that

 

[997800]

RIP to ur friend man. That was tough to read

 

[TobyA]

Damn

 

[TheRocket64]

we're here for you

 

[D4C]

Sorry to hear that man. RIP

 

[Guest]

Dude was a Kanye Stan too.
Would have been a perfect fit to be here ha.

Never introduced him to KTT but he knew his shit. Ha

His favorite track was runaway. And album he always played was 808s.

 

[FancyNegro]

sounds like a great dude. I recently lost a good friend to overdose recently and losing a friend is one hell of a thing to deal with, you picked a perfect song though  :xmashat: Just know that his energy is with you one way or another and that the feelings and memory's that you have with him are forever and just because he isn't here doesn't mean he isnt here... Peace and love

 

[Guest]

sounds like a great dude. I recently lost a good friend to overdose recently and losing a friend is one hell of a thing to deal with, you picked a perfect song though  :xmashat: Just know that his energy is with you one way or another and that the feelings and memory's that you have with him are forever and just because he isn't here doesn't mean he isnt here... Peace and love

Sorry for your loss fam.. It is difficult. It makes me scared thinking if I lost someone even closer to me.. and thanks for the kind words. I appriciate it very much.