I cheated on my girlfriend like an idiot when I was blackout drunk on April 25th. I did everything I could to get her to trust me again but she just kept pushing and pushing/getting crazier every day and finally she dumped me on June 22. On July 12th, I showed up to her place early in the morning drunk/angry/bitter/depressed to get her to talk to but she told me to go home and that I was pathetic, looking at me with hate in her eyes. I stopped trying to get her back and have not spoken to her since that day on July 12. Her dad is getting a postal inspector to try to "lock me up" because i wrecked their neighbors mailbox that morning when everything happened. So not only do I have to deal with trying to forget my ex but I have to deal with her father who adopted her that is an ex cop and wants to see me burn. Every night I lay down to try to relax and go to sleep but it just brings me down like a constant negative energy going through me because I'm sad and angry about everything that went wrong between us and her family. This is going on 3 weeks now and it's making me feel like total fucking shit. If anyone has any advice on how to handle this better than me, be my guest.