Kanye to The banner

I'm freaked out by seeing people

225 views 10 replies 9 participants last post by  Emu 
#1 ·
It's not a social anxiety type of thing though fr, that's not what I mean

When I go out in public, let's say to the grocery store, I see people all over the place and it really bothers me
I feel disgusted and sometimes feel like I'm intruding in territory that I'm not welcome to
Like I'm not supposed to show my face in public because I don't belong there, like I belong on my own chilling at home

Even at home though when a family member comes in the room I see a human being and I immediately want it away from me, the appearance is disturbing
Not because I'm afraid or nervous but rather out of frustration and disapproval I think

Its weird man but I'm not just talking nonsense here, this is how I've been seeing the world for a while now and it's annoying because I need to get a job and stuff but I'm always avoiding other people

TLDR: it screws with my head to see other people irl, regardless of the setting and whether I know them or not
Afterwards I feel a strange sense of resentment, strange because I don't know who or what it is really against
 
See less See more
This is an older thread, you may not receive a response, and could be reviving an old thread. Please consider creating a new thread.
Top