My teenage life that is. I've lost so many friends, and I thought it was because they were bitches but I'm realizing its just me. I only have two true homies yet. Nobody else. I've let my ego destroy the things I really care about. Shit, I'm only 16, and I'm fuckin depressed. These are supposed to be the best years of my life. The school is wrongfully turning against me. I rap and nobody gives a fuck about my shit. All I do is sit in my room from 2 pm til 10 pm and write lyrics. Sometimes its some depressing cudi shit, sometimes its some optimistic Kanye shit. I don't know myself anymore. I'm so focused on getting money that my homies have left me. I feel like I've only got myself and my family. I suck right now, but I'm working so hard for this music shit that its gotta happen. There's gotta be a reason I've struggled my whole life. Maybe God is doing shit like this to make me earn my dreams. I just hope I survive it.