yo so im 15 and only 1 more school year till college. Am always down cause i know something is wrong. All i do is come home right after school i don't socialize and go out with people ass i used to, i make beats and get money, and be on ktt. I always say life goes on even if i don't like to go to parties at this age, am still young and will brake away eventually. Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't care but i do ya know even when i say i don't. my bro always tells me i won't have no memories when i get older and shit but am still young and i have 16- 25 to have some fun memories. i never tell no one this but i am very self conscious about my weight and shit so im very specific of what i wear and clothes and always think about what others say about how i look. I haven't had a girlfriend in years. Im fairly popular for making beats but its the Only thing i have against others is that i have a stable future in music producing and i get money but it sucks that this is how it is. but sometimes i just don't care i want to change tho but just not now. what are yall suggestion?