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So i fucked my ex last night. I tried to completely ex her out of my life, but shes been prying in trying to say how im the love of her life and how she misses me and regrets breaking up with me. Keep in mind she ended it. So we talked on the phone for the first time in like 2 months and i made it clear that if shes going to be in my life its only gunna be as friends. She said thats fine... but that she cant deny her feelings for me
On a side note of been going on dates/fucking this other girl, but i think im gunna call it off because shes harsh catching feelings, and i just dont want a girlfriend. Shes cool as fuck doe. Like right girl at the wrong time.
Anyways my ex begs me to come over, and i say ok, but only to watch a movie. Sure enough the movies over and shes like "Im going to bed" and im like "Oh wtf, ok ill take the couch then". She be all like "Whatever not like we've never slept in the same bed before" im like ugh ok. At this point i knew their was no going back and i just had to fuck her. Afterwards i felt like shit like totally regretted it. She harsh was all over me like we were dating again she even started going off being like "tell me im the best girlfriend in the world" I was like shut the fuck up we arent dating.
So w/e we fucked. But then i find out that in the 12 weeks we've been broken up shes fucked 13 dudes. 13. Like what the fuck. it made me feel sick to my stomach. We even fucked WITHOUT a condom. Now im tweaking and shit thinking i might have something. And my ex is known as the biggest slut in the area, which is shitty because i do still care about her an shit. Not only that but just yesterday she actually became exclusive with this one dude, so like she cheated on him with me.
Anyways now im sitting here in fear that i picked up something, feeling like a dick because i have to call off this one girl ive been dating, even though shes cool as fuck, and now, against everything i believe in, and all this new bullshit ive heard, i think im starting to catch feelings for my ex again. Like i want to keep it as friends, but she wants to fuck and be romantic, but she already has a new dude.
Shits fucked fam...
tl;dr
Been seeing this new girl, Fucked ex, ending things with new girl, found out ex has slept with 13 guys in 3 months since we broke up, wanna fucking puke everywhere, but kinda catching feelings for her again.
JUST ENCOURAGE ME NOT TO GO BACK INTO THAT WHORES TRAP
On a side note of been going on dates/fucking this other girl, but i think im gunna call it off because shes harsh catching feelings, and i just dont want a girlfriend. Shes cool as fuck doe. Like right girl at the wrong time.
Anyways my ex begs me to come over, and i say ok, but only to watch a movie. Sure enough the movies over and shes like "Im going to bed" and im like "Oh wtf, ok ill take the couch then". She be all like "Whatever not like we've never slept in the same bed before" im like ugh ok. At this point i knew their was no going back and i just had to fuck her. Afterwards i felt like shit like totally regretted it. She harsh was all over me like we were dating again she even started going off being like "tell me im the best girlfriend in the world" I was like shut the fuck up we arent dating.
So w/e we fucked. But then i find out that in the 12 weeks we've been broken up shes fucked 13 dudes. 13. Like what the fuck. it made me feel sick to my stomach. We even fucked WITHOUT a condom. Now im tweaking and shit thinking i might have something. And my ex is known as the biggest slut in the area, which is shitty because i do still care about her an shit. Not only that but just yesterday she actually became exclusive with this one dude, so like she cheated on him with me.
Anyways now im sitting here in fear that i picked up something, feeling like a dick because i have to call off this one girl ive been dating, even though shes cool as fuck, and now, against everything i believe in, and all this new bullshit ive heard, i think im starting to catch feelings for my ex again. Like i want to keep it as friends, but she wants to fuck and be romantic, but she already has a new dude.
Shits fucked fam...
tl;dr
Been seeing this new girl, Fucked ex, ending things with new girl, found out ex has slept with 13 guys in 3 months since we broke up, wanna fucking puke everywhere, but kinda catching feelings for her again.
JUST ENCOURAGE ME NOT TO GO BACK INTO THAT WHORES TRAP