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My luck is terrible to even get in this situation. Miracles don't happen - at least to me man.. but I appreciate it, we need positive good hearted people like you in this worldandy21 said:Never give up, you really never know what could happen. This is completely different but my mom could never had kids and the doctors tol her there was no way that it would ever happen but she prayed every day and she wvetually had me and my sister. Just cause a doctor tells you something doesn't mean a miracle can't happen
We also need you in this world.Its me breezy said:My luck is terrible to even get in this situation. Miracles don't happen - at least to me man.. but I appreciate it, we need positive good hearted people like you in this world
Haha.. man you're making me drop more tears now. I haven't done anything for this world.. and what is meant to be, always takes place. when my time comes, it will happen - because it was bound to happen.BBL said:We also need you in this world.
I'm sure you've done something, for someone (more than likely a lot more people than you realize). Besides, you're only 19, you have plenty of time.Its me breezy said:Haha.. man you're making me drop more tears now. I haven't done anything for this world.. and what is meant to be, always takes place. when my time comes, it will happen - because it was bound to happen.
This is precisely why more member need to read this fucking thread. Thank you for sharing, bro.Its me breezy said:REALLY FUCKING live your life to the fullest. Because one fucked up day this might happen to you. god forbid. one love guys
CBreezy said:Wow. That's so sad to hear. Just live every day like it's the last. Do everything that makes you happy.
dang bro im sorry you need to really live your life to the fullest do crazy shit hang out with friends do the things that make you happy.very sad bro i wish good luck to youIts me breezy said:My luck is terrible to even get in this situation. Miracles don't happen - at least to me man.. but I appreciate it, we need positive good hearted people like you in this world
Damn I'm really sorry man, your situation made me question this whole God thing too... just something to think about when ur laying in bed at night... Keep strong.Its me breezy said:Yeah...so since I can't really talk to anyone, I'm going to tell you guys a jist of my life. My name is Kapik - my friends like to call me Kap and I'm 19 years old. I have lived a very casual life without doing anything special. I am more of a stay-at-home type of guy and I really wish I wasn't when I had my chance.
No fuckin lie I'm dropping tears as i write this shit because idk what to do. I'm not comfortable with talking to anyone at this point except my parents.. so I might as well write it online to a bunch of strangers. I was very weak for 3 months and I had gone to the doctor a week ago, and my results were analyzed. Yesterday I found out I have fatal myeloma which is a blood cancer. The doctor estimated that I have a few months to live before the cancer takes over my body. My mind is racing idk what to do or where to start. I will never have a chance with anahit (the girl i had a crush on in college), I will never have my own family/kids, I'm really dying.. I don't even know why I'm online.. there's no polint of anything..
Shit is making me question god right now. alright guys before i leave i want to tell all of you to.. REALLY FUCKING live your life to the fullest. Because one fucked up day this might happen to you. god forbid. one love guys
I'm really sorry man. Miracles do happen! Stay positive! You are in my prayers for a recovery.Its me breezy said:Yeah...so since I can't really talk to anyone, I'm going to tell you guys a jist of my life. My name is Kapik - my friends like to call me Kap and I'm 19 years old. I have lived a very casual life without doing anything special. I am more of a stay-at-home type of guy and I really wish I wasn't when I had my chance.
No fuckin lie I'm dropping tears as i write this shit because idk what to do. I'm not comfortable with talking to anyone at this point except my parents.. so I might as well write it online to a bunch of strangers. I was very weak for 3 months and I had gone to the doctor a week ago, and my results were analyzed. Yesterday I found out I have fatal myeloma which is a blood cancer. The doctor estimated that I have a few months to live before the cancer takes over my body. My mind is racing idk what to do or where to start. I will never have a chance with anahit (the girl i had a crush on in college), I will never have my own family/kids, I'm really dying.. I don't even know why I'm online.. there's no polint of anything..
Shit is making me question god right now. alright guys before i leave i want to tell all of you to.. REALLY FUCKING live your life to the fullest. Because one fucked up day this might happen to you. god forbid. one love guys