Sheeeezy said:
I would just realize how I don't have a lot of friends, how i bullshit a lot and are wasting my "good years" How i'm still caught up over a girl who's moved on..
shit like that.
I don't see how this is a bad thing and you need to stop smoking. like when you are sober you are happy about your shitty life and this is not a problem, but when you smoke, you realize how shitty things actually are? man, you need to start facing your problems and not run away from them. my understanding is that smoking weed helped you and you must start dealing with your shit (get new friends, don't bullshit anymore and start doing something you want to do). when you are in peace with yourself then smoking weed gives you one of the goat feeling tbh. and I know what you are dealing with, I myself felt same way about year ago, when I didn't know what do with my life and just realized how fucked up I am, spending always my money on some bullshit stuff and so on. I started dealing little bit with this shit and now I got a work, planning to study 3D & graphic design in the future and when I smoke on porch in the early morning, drinking coffee and watching how beautiful winter can be and I'm a lot happier when I used to be tbh, but I know I have to face with some others problem in the future but at least I have started dealing with my life. started from the bottom now we here lol